oh-so-great expectations

I am tired & have had enough of everyone's expectations of me & my own expectations of myself. Maybe I am worse off this way. Maybe it makes me bitter, cold...empty. But it doesn't matter because I am what I am and I will not try to live up to all the nonsensical shenanigans that require me to think a certain way, dress a certain way, be a certain way. It's all bullcrap. I'm happier this way. I'm happier being me. So let me be.