what the hell
My brain's mangled so this will be in point-form. Sorta.
- I didn't think I would wake up this morning. Had another one of those *gasp-HELP-i-can't-breathe-again-PLEASE-somebody-help-me-where-is-the-OXYGEN-gasp-GASP-gasp-GASP* attacks again. My heart was beating at about 120 beats per minute, for what seemed like an eternity. Actually, it was for a couple of hourse, but I don't remember exactly how long. Took triple doses of medicines then fell asleep and woke up shortly after, at about 6.30am and didn't go back to sleep.
- I don't know what to do. With a lot of things. I'm too tired both internally & externally, emotionally and physically. Too tired to get up, too tired to think, too tired to care.
- What is the meaning of this life? I DON'T KNOW.
- Someone asked why I haven't been updating new pictures in multiply. Because...there hasn't been any new pictures. I know you want to see how my shorter hair looks like but for now you just gotta use your imagination, yeah?
- Is it better to love or to be loved? Somebody tell me the answer.
- I want to quit my job. Actually, I want to quit working for the time being. But can I? I don't know.
- I don't seem to know a lot of things, eh? What the hell do I know then? I don't know.
- I didn't think I would wake up this morning. Had another one of those *gasp-HELP-i-can't-breathe-again-PLEASE-somebody-help-me-where-is-the-OXYGEN-gasp-GASP-gasp-GASP* attacks again. My heart was beating at about 120 beats per minute, for what seemed like an eternity. Actually, it was for a couple of hourse, but I don't remember exactly how long. Took triple doses of medicines then fell asleep and woke up shortly after, at about 6.30am and didn't go back to sleep.
- I don't know what to do. With a lot of things. I'm too tired both internally & externally, emotionally and physically. Too tired to get up, too tired to think, too tired to care.
- What is the meaning of this life? I DON'T KNOW.
- Someone asked why I haven't been updating new pictures in multiply. Because...there hasn't been any new pictures. I know you want to see how my shorter hair looks like but for now you just gotta use your imagination, yeah?
- Is it better to love or to be loved? Somebody tell me the answer.
- I want to quit my job. Actually, I want to quit working for the time being. But can I? I don't know.
- I don't seem to know a lot of things, eh? What the hell do I know then? I don't know.
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