Crying is a lot easier when there's noone around and I'm at home. Here at home, I'm trying my very best to keep these tears from falling. There's a fucking painful lump in my throat. People will ask why. How the fuck am I going to answer that? I can't even think straight myself. All I know is, I feel sad. About what? They will ask. A lot of things. Like what?

Forget it.
Go away, lump, and let these tears fall.