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    Tuesday, July 26, 2005

    and the great one says...

    Notice: The photos below have been deliberately removed, because I am doing some spring-cleaning for my photo album. If for some reason you want to see the pictures, tell me.

    And now, the real entry. The time now is 14:18PM. It's a Tuesday afternoon and I'm off from work. I decided to change the blog layout a little - it was beginning to look a bit too dull. I wanted some color without compromising the dark background, and pink seems suitable for my half-bright-half-dark moods. Spent the entire morning reading Dan Brown's Digital Fortress, and I'm only halfway through. Later in the evening, I will be going down to the hair salon for hair treatment & also to darken my haircolor. All seems good & boring. A typical weekday off.

    I've been getting major sugar-cravings lately. My huge sweets supply in the fridge is depleting fast. I brought a container of chewy fruity sweets to work. There are sweets in my handbags. Even now as I'm typing, I've just finished eating a minty sweet & thinking of getting some more. Never been a sweets fan - salty & bitter food has always appealed to me more. But recently I've been craving for sweets like nobody's business. I believe it's my body's way of saying "What?! No nicotine?!"

    I've been smoking only one cigarette a day(yes, ONE) in hopes of being able to totally quit. I've been telling myself there's no reason to quit. But then, there's no reason to keep on smoking either. I get my daily cigarrete supply from my Marlboro menthol which I keep in an airtight container, also from friends and my husband(only if I have to - the clove-filled cigarretes he smokes makes me wanna gag everytime).

    The constant headaches and runny rose I've been getting are probably withdrawal symptoms too. Heck, I can do it. I've been smoking on & off since I was 16. That's the hardest part. My body's used to it.

    Maybe I will go suck on some mints and make myself a nice wholsome drink of vanilla milkshake. Vodka? No way. Not for now ;)
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