fuck titles

I guess I was just being selfish. Wanting to be close to you, to talk to you, to feel happy. Was it worth it? I don't know. Maybe you just said the things you said because...well, just because. You're the king of contradiction. You say one thing now and another thing the next moment. You act like this today, and like that tomorrow. If you want to be away from me, I will not bother you anymore, no matter how much it hurts. That's why I sent you that e-mail. Did you reply? No. At least you could have tried to click the send button. I dream of you every night. Sometimes they are dreams, sometimes nightmares. I'm so pathetic. But I appreciate you going out with me 2 days ago. And I'm sorry. For being me.