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    Friday, February 25, 2005

    sadistic, narcissistic, lunatic

    Those ^ are the 3 words that somehow describe me right to the core.
    Right now I can't seem to do anything but wash my eyeballs, so I decided to get on the net, do some blog-surfing & update whatever I can.
    This is a survey I found saved in my pc & I can't remember where I got it from, probably from someone's blog. Modified, these are my answers:-
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    My name is: shasha
    I may seem: weird
    But I'm: more than that
    In the morning: i wake up from sleep
    I like to sleep: when i'm really tired & sleepy & have that special someone hold & cuddle me tight
    If I could be doing anything right now I would be: with my loved one, stargazing...and more
    One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: mistakes in life
    If I had one wish it would be: to be happy for all eternity

    .FIRSTS.

    First best friend: karen
    First car: haven't even gotten my license yet!
    First date: a school friend
    First break-up: many, many years ago with that school friend
    First email address: can't remember
    First self purchased album: can't remember
    First funeral: can't remember
    First pets: Mr Terrapin, my late terrapin. no pets after that one.
    First piercings/tattoos: 2 on my lobes when i was very young. much more now.
    First credit card: a sup card
    First true love: first? can there be a second true love? there can only be one true in my life. no first, no second, no last. just one.
    First enemy: probably that bitch in primary school...
    First musician you remember hearing in your house: me, when i was just a few years old playing on my mini blue piano...my musical inclinations showing at such a young age

    .LASTS.

    Last cigarette: 2 days ago. trying to quit. trying...
    Last car ride: can't remember
    Last kiss: a few days ago, sadly
    Last good cry: 1 minute ago
    Last library book checked out: can't remember
    Last movie seen: constantine
    Last beverage drank: coke
    Last food consumed: my dinner
    Last crush: that hot male magazine model
    Last phone call: my bf
    Last time showered: just this afternoon
    Last shoes worn: my pink sandals
    Last cd played: creed greatest hits
    Last item bought: new contact lens solution
    Last annoyance: can't remember, i get annoyed every now & then
    Last disappoinment: my love didn't sms me
    Last time wanting to die: today
    Last time scolded: this morning
    Last shirt worn: black tank
    Last website visited: my own blog
    Last word you said: can't remember
    Last song you sang: broken wings by alter bridge, i think

    .WHAT.WHEN.WHERE.HOW.

    What is in your cd player: probably that creed cd still. havent listened to much cds, just mp3s.
    What color of socks are you wearing?: i hardly wear socks!
    What's under your bed? nothing. probably some dust.
    What time did you wake up today?: 6am
    Where do you want to go?: to my love
    What is your career going to be?: going to be? a rock star, or image consultant hopefully. but for now just cso. *pukes*
    Where are you going to live?: going to live? in a big mansion overlooking the sea, hopefully. but for now just in my house with my family.
    How many kids do you want? 2 - 4.
    What kind of car(s): a black SUV

    .CURRENT.

    Current music: in the name of god - dream theater
    Current taste: my tasteless saliva
    Current hair: in a clip
    Current longing: my love
    Current desktop picture: an autumn garden
    Current favorite artist: many
    Current book(s): none, gonna look for Love in the time of cholera
    Current hate: life

    __________

    I have nothing much to say right now. Saw the moon earlier and it was a full moon and a deep, orange color. Really orange. I've never seen that in my 22-going-on-23 years ever. It was beautiful. This world is beautiful. It's just life that...sucks. To be polite.
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