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    Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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    Another one of those off days where I got to wake up slightly later than usual, refrained from talking too much, stayed at home and only went out in the evening to shop for some stuff. And this off day is almost over. Gotta go back to work tomorrow & face the routine again. I hate routine, but it's what keeps me normal. Weird. My flu doesn't seem to get better but I didn't see a doc. I know exactly what medicines he would give me & I don't feel the need to take those sleepy drugs. I've got lots of phlegm and I can't breathe when I lie down, so last night I tried to sleep with stacked pillows below my head & back, and it wasn't very comfortable at all. One of the reasons why I didn't sleep well.

    When I look at this picture, I can't help but see...love... click here for Van & Hitomi

    This is eBloggy's 3rd update on their site:
    Update #3, 25/01, 11:30pm PST: We are still working with our host to restore eBloggy. The reason why they are taking so long is because a number of servers are down, and unfortunately they are working on other servers first other than our own. Also, it seems that it wasn't communicated clearly that we wanted eBloggy transferred to a new server. Nevertheless, this has been cleared up, and they should be working on eBloggy by tomorrow. We expect to see eBloggy up and working by tomorrow; the latest, the day after tomorrow. By the way, eBloggy is NOT going to go away, nor are you going to lose any of your blogs, entries or settings. We will post more about what steps we intend to take to prevent such an occurrence again.
    I actually feel sorry for the eBloggy peeps, cuz by now I bet many of their bloggers aren't too happy about keeping their blogs on hiatus for so long, especially those who are addicted to writing blogs(haha!). I changed to blogger.com because I was new with eBloggy and I thought their site was probably closed for good. Anyway, when it comes back up(hopefully they keep their word), I'm still gonna keep that blog for my storywriting, when I *do* feel like writing.

    I had one of those breakdown sessions again today. It happens almost every single day. Tired? Of course I'm tired of it. But life is not doing me the favor of lifting the pain that is etched deep in my heart. If you know me, you'll know what I'm talking about.

    I like writing, it helps keep me sane for a while. I wrote a couple of stories but right now my mind is simply too drained to be creative. I also try to read as often as I can, but I just can't find the time to go to the bookstore to buy some books. I'm not too fond of libraries at the moment, cuz I need to return the books and that takes time & effort. Must make the effort to step into a bookstore when I'm near one. Sometimes I read online stories, but I'm very particular about spelling & grammar when I read other people's writings. Another pet peeve of mine: writin lyk dis. iz dis s'posed 2 b funz or sumthinz? i dun geddit. how cumz almost evry single werd iz spelled funniez? dun they findz it hardz 2 readz?

    I'm trying to get used to my new guitar(I named it Mel, cuz the brand is Melody. I have a thing for naming things). My old guitar, Black, was smashed & broken - it's a long story. So now Mel is torturing my fingers, even after I've changed the first 3 strings to nylon. The strings float above the frets and the neck is wider. And it doesn't help that I havent been playing for so long. Gotta work on it. This is another thing that keeps me sane for now. I must come up with a Things That Keep Me Sane list.

    Time now is almost 11pm & I'll probably fall asleep in 2-4 hours. I have to try to sleep, work starts at 8am tomorrow. I hate working in the mornings!!!
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